...hey, look...

that slob of a teenager is finally updating her blog. huh. i'd write something beautiful but my head hurts. i didn't eat enough today. i didn't eat because i'm feeling like a fat slob, like usual. fuck it.

i leave for italy in almost 2 months. i'm scared. i don't want to be hated. i don't want to be ostracized because it would hurt so much more in italian. i'm going to dye my hair black before i go. angsty enigmatic goth american chick? perfetto. now all i've gotta do is figure out how to get a tattoo and hide it.

please?

biting her lip and wanting to be friends,
_gatsbee_

[madlane is ill-fitting]